God Ana[b]log Entry #12

Southern California

Late 2018 - Nighttime

Outside a shitty bar/club thing


The air conditioner was broken, or not on, or maybe nobody noticed how oppressively hot it was in here. Consequently, everyone was drenched in sweat, and the air was thick with cigarette smoke and Axe Body Spray.


I quickly found a spot in the back to comfortably be a wall flower and checked the time.

9:50 p.m.

I was ten minutes early.


In one corner, a guy was pretending to masturbate. This must have been funny because everyone around him was laughing. He bent down and very indiscreetly snorted something off the table in front of him.


Well, that explained a few things, at least.


A couple of buff guys eventually brought in a huge fan and set it up to oscillate, so now instead of inhaling stagnant, thick, sweaty, stale bar air, we were breathing in moving, thick, sweaty, stale bar air along with all the dust and whatever other particles the powerful fan was now disturbing. Paralytic by Dead Poetic came on, way too loud and through speakers that buzzed whenever there was too much bass.


When “the record label” [that will not be named for legal reasons] said they were impressed with our numbers and requested an actual, in-person meeting, I was surprised. These days, I was pretty sure all meetings were done through email, or, hell, maybe even Facebook Messenger.

I was less surprised when my phone buzzed in my jacket pocket and I saw the text message informing me that “the agent” for “the record label” was running late.


Very late.


Agent: Hey, Adam. Sorry. Metting [sic] ran longer than I expected. I should get there by about 11.


Eventually, I sat down as 11 p.m. rolled by, then 11:30… Anyway, long story short: “the agent” never showed (and as of today, still hasn’t returned any of my calls).


I felt a gurgle in my stomach. I’d been fighting a bug for a few days now and the air here wasn’t doing much to aid me in a swift recovery. I made my way over to the bar and ordered a bottle of sparkling water from the woman dressed in a dollar-bill print onesie with the words “capitalism in effect” written on her forehead with what looked like eyeliner – I think this was supposed to be poignant but it just came across as convoluted.


A collective uproar of surprise and drunken glee broke out around Pretend-Masturbater Bro as he took a handful of cocaine from the table and threw it into the back of the fan, immediately filling the room with white powder and mixed feelings.

I think the cops were called, but I’m not sure - I was busy vomiting in the bathroom at the time.

I called an Uber to take me back to the hotel. It arrived only a few minutes later.


When I opened the back seat of the gray sedan, I heard the old man in the driver’s seat shout.


“No!” He said firmly, holding up his hand.


I froze.


He reached over and placed a Sesame Street blanket over his seat.


“Okay. Now you can sit.” He grumbled, fixing me with a death glare in his rear-view mirror.


Uh, thanks...”

Not wanting to spend any more time out in the freezing rain, I got in and closed the door.


“I don’t go to dispensaries...” the old man said.


O—kay.”


“And I expect a tip.”

The next day, I made the long drive back to San Jose having heard nothing more from the label. My calls and texts went unanswered and I knew I had been ghosted. But at least I got a funny story out of it. It’s important to find that silver lining - like when you get pistol whipped by a robber with one eye and comb-over but at least you didn’t sink any money into NFTs.

God Ana[b]log Entry #11

I think I jinxed myself with my previous post. Eagle-eyed readers may take note that only a few short years have passed between this entry and entry #10.

Since 2018, a few things have happened - both to myself, and the world in general. Remember when people stockpiled toilet paper because other people stockpiled toilet paper so you had to stockpile toiler paper before everyone else stockpiled toilet paper? Good looking out, everyone.

For God Analog, you may notice there’s new music! And with an almost entirely new lineup. Christian literally disappeared and “X” became a Safari guide. I shit you not.

Let me catch everyone up. Our story continues a few weeks from my last entry (which was September 2018, should you have forgotten).

October, 2018

The sound of keys pecking filled the bedroom as I stayed up far later than is smart for someone who has to get up at 5 a.m for work the next morning. Suddenly, in the corner of my screen, I see an email notification.

The name that appeared in my inbox was Shayla Stone.

Stone.”

That’s an auspicious for a rock drummer, right?

I read through her impressive list of experience and listened to her attached .mp3 titled “sample.”

“sample” was six minutes of tight, slamming patterns, punishing blast beats, and unwavering rhythm.

“So, what’s the catch?” you may find yourself asking, as I did...

Well, unfortunately, she hated our music, referring to it as “at best, Pussy Metal” and turned us down.

HOWEVER, late one night, she texted me the following:


Shayla: yo, adam. I have a friend who maybe more up your alley. Want his #?


Obviously, I said “Yes plz kthxbye” and all that and walked away with the contact information for one Jason Sharone.

Jason was indeed, much more up our alley, and we all agreed to meet up at our usual rehearsal spot to audition him in person.

I arrived at 10 a.m to get the room set up.

X arrived with his guitar.

Christian arrived with a bass.

When Jason arrived, he arrived on-time, so we were off to a great start. To make matters better, he matched his description, and when he got behind the kit, he played magnificently.

We ran through Here’s to Eternity, Possibly, a Marilyn Manson cover, a Bowie cover, and so on.

Everything and everyone sounded spot on, and I felt in that moment, that this could actually work.

“You guys rock!” Jason exclaimed after hitting the last beat of Iggy Pop’s Lust for Life. “I’m in.”

After a round of hardy merrymaking and celebratory pizza, we all sat around and discussed our need for live shows and a music video.

“Okay, for a vid, I got no clue.” Jason said. “But gigs, I think I can help with. My brother is a promoter.”

I have an idea for the video. What dates are we all free?” I asked.

* * *


In the morning, I sat in front of my computer, staring at the numbers of our latest single.

“Are you seeing this?” X asked me over the phone.

I-- Yeah.”

“It’s glitching, right?” he asked.

I don’t know.”

My finger kept clicking the mouse, continuously reloading the page and seeing the number of views and likes continue to increase.

10,000.

20,000.

50,000.

I was speechless.

Maybe...

...just maybe...

...we had a chance at making this work.